You don't know that I am missing you

At night...I'm just alone stay at home watching tv..without YOU..
Almost 8pm go out with my sister and his bf with his friends eating...
They were very happy to talk all about it..
Only me..silent at there...all my mine is thinking about you..

Walking back from the restaurant to the playground...
I keep looking to the phone..
I hope that you will send a msge to me...
Even just a short message..
But..I receive nothing...
Every time when i receipt of a message, and I very much hope that it will be you.
But it's not yours, again and again hope that is you, again and again disappointed..
Keep waiting for you...

At night,YOU go out celebrate with your friends happily...WITHOUT me...
YOU didn't invite me...I cant believe that...As your gf....YOU DIDN'T...
With all your friends..boys and girls....talking happy, playing fun , drinking, eating, dancing with them..ALL WITHOUT ME.

YOU don't know that..today...ALL FRIENDS INVITE ME GO OUT...I didn't go..
Cause I waiting YOU...but at last what am I receive? NOTHING..
Before your birthday coming..I so nervous of your birthday..I keep ask friend what should I do for your birthday..

But the day is coming....
TODAY IS YOUR BIRTHDAY...
All I prepares things...
Even a surprise, that i had plan..
hmm...no use....
all waste...

SAD, HURT, MANY....
NO MOOD ANYMORE....



see this angry? it just a vent..if not? what can i do?
telling ppl? NO WAY!