Exam Is COMING

Next Saturday Exam, time really run so fast..

I still remember when the school life just had start..I was think about that exam still have 2 more month..

but now, exam is near..

Last 3 or 4 weeks i was busy for cheelead for sport day...

and last week is chinese new year, then how about next week?

It is exam days...

I should hardworking for my study..

Now the most weak subject is math, science..emm...seems all..

Not yet revision, just the book keeping, i think i can past...

Still have 7days for revision...

Gambateh...cannot fail too much..

Esei..emmm....try my best to done it..

and homework....alot not yet done..

Now still doing..aiskz....

Cannot waste the time to play already..

Study hard cassie...YOU CAN DO IT!!  O(^-^)O

烦恼中的烦恼

他/她/它们的存在，让我很困扰。

担心，害怕，犹豫，紧张，选择..

一切的都出现了。

后悔当初的一切，但有能有什么改变呢？

只希望不存在，这只有上帝才能帮我。

烦恼，很多。

让我很想哭，但哭不出。

那种难受，你懂吗？

很想分享，但不能，因为不懂。

那种痛苦，你能懂吗？

一切的一切，都是错误。

我能做什么？

生气？打人？发泄？使自己堕落？

不，这些都不能。

只能把一切放下。

有一首圣歌里的歌词是这样的

‘‘放下你的重担，放下你的悲伤，把一切放下交给耶稣基督～’’

把一切重担，困扰，担心，烦恼，交托给祢吧。。。

我的耶和华。。

愿这一生，都能为祢做工。

看到都不爽

今天，与朋友一起逛街，就得听到说，他/她的家族其中一个亲戚。
就是他/她的伯伯的妻子（伯母），看不起他/她家，连他的女儿也是有点看不起他/她们那家。
但唯有伯伯没有。

原本今晚他/他的伯伯家有open house，他/她的伯母邀请完所有的亲戚，包括教堂的朋友，但没有邀请他们这一家，看呐看呐～这像样吗？
他/她家没钱，就连亲戚都不能当吗？要想想，要不是当初他/她的妈妈放弃学业到社会上打工养家，难道他们会有今天吗？虽然伯伯是没什么的，但伯母呢？看不起人家，只因为没钱。

他家的女儿，美是美，但人呢？ 也是看不起他/她家。
我看她也不爽，读不上S校也就算了，回来学校找朋友也就算了。
为何要穿到那么招蜂引蝶，露这里露那里，在外面这么穿是没什么，但是学校叻～
也不需要那么要吧～这样要作么～
想要引人注目啊？还是只有一个字形容，" HIAO "

有钱又怎样？没钱又怎样？也不是一样过活吗？

有钱就以为了不起吗？要什么得什么是吗？但为有两个你们得不到，那就是‘情’字和‘命’。

没钱，也是一样过生活，只是比较普通点。

讨厌那种以为有钱就了不起的人。

有钱就鄙视人，更讨厌。

但有些虽然有钱，但不会鄙视人的，我倒挺欣赏的。

记住：

钱，虽然能够满足到你的需求，但钱不是万能的，有些东西，不是钱，能够买得到的。

不值得

我的选择是对的，离开你，放下你，忘掉你。
对我来说，是好的。
因为，你不值得被真心对待！
你从不体会到他人的感受，你只是会想着自己要的，自己想做的。
你从不会为他人着想！
你只会让人感到担心，烦恼，提心吊胆。

对于女友，你会关心吗？你会忍耐吗？你会体贴吗？你会安慰吗？
你没做到！你只会说你，当她配合不到你，不懂要说什么，你只会说别人，然后就骂！
你不会体贴，连基本需要，你几乎给不到，女友对你来说，好像是带去逛街做个样。
私底下，几乎没有什么关怀。

离开你，我很高兴！
诺真的爱一个人，就算再多的狐狸精，也不会被摇动。而你，却跟他在一起。
很好，离开，或许是好的。因为，为你付出，是多么的不值得。
你只会使到人感到痛苦。

身为别人的男友，难道不会做该有男友的本分吗？

不谈说金钱上，连基本的关爱，关心，体贴，照顾，你几乎没做到。
在金钱上，让人感觉你是谈人家的小便宜。
你难道不会感到很丢脸吗？
我不懂你的想法，但我唯有知道，现在的我，不像以前一样，也不会任你摆布，而且也不会再作出如此愚蠢的付出。 因为你，已经离开了我。

而我的付出，是那么的愚蠢，后悔？
倒是有点，但我不会一错再错。

Hang Out With Friends

Today Noon..I with my family go to my uncle's house eat lunch...

He open house...all my cousin are there....

Almost 3pm, I with my sister decide hang out with friends together..

So, we back home by my dad's car to change cloth and go to CP meet my friends...and some of my cousin back from Taiwan also follow us cause they want go to 1B..

After we reach there, we at cyber stay for a while...All friends play online game together,so am I..=]

almost 5pm..we decide go to watch movie...

The movie started at 5.55pm...

So that we go to bought snacks...

Then almost 8pm...nothing to do at there...

we take alot of photo and know a friend which is one of our friend's cousin...

haha...so many photo we take at there....

Before we back home...

we saw a handsome boy...

Oh my god.... 

He is the one that i never seen who so handsome...><

haha...i think he came from china or taiwan...

9pm, back home by my dad's car...

left the boys...haha..dont know what will they do at there...

Tomorrow maybe go to celebrate Rizal's birhday...

Dont know want buy him what present...

 

  

  

 

团圆饭

回到家乡，陌生了好多。。。

自从婆婆去世后，几乎没回去。

再次到来，有一股感觉冲上来。

回忆着以往每年的新年，婆婆都在。

但今年开始，她，都成了我们所有人的回忆。

这次，全部父亲那方的亲戚到齐。

包括台湾的姐姐，姐夫们。。还有侄子侄女。。

好热闹。。

自从上中学后，每年都是我们洗碗碟。

哎～没办法啊。。大的去做，小的以后。

所以等到我们长大了，就留给小的做。。。哈哈。。

洗碗碟后，便放烟花。

很有默契的与对面房子对放烟花（是飞的那种啦），虽然不认识他们。

过了不久，我们就放累了。

休息了。。

到了9点才回家。。。

  

Sport Day

Morning 6am i reach school...no one there...just me alone...

almost 9am. we go to gather together..

take cheer-lead's clothes...looks not so nice,but still ok la..simple..

after tat, prepare for dancing...

12.45pm..gather at basketball field...the weather so hot...

omg...cannot tahan liao la...><

almost 1.30pm then finish the ceremony..

1st house start dance, red house...

walao..at the field more hot than basketball field..><

after dancing finish...walk back to the hall go get back the shoes...

the road so hot...make me keep jumping...><

boring, nothing to do..waiting in the school...

gossip, walking...

4pm go to city mall...

buy 2 shoes and 2 pants....

back home~ tired~~~

      

      

 

 

    

 

 

red house, pink house, orange house, yellow house, blue house

Enjoy, Tired, Angry

ENJOY

today morning...we dance again...

this time more nice than yesterday...

whoa...haha..happy...

stay inside the class...talking and ss take photo...haha...

Congraz to someone, with his gf together again..=]

After school i and Evelyn go to CP

we go there by bus..and walk though Api-Api centre..

on the way to CP we take alot of photo..

after reach there, having our lunch...

dont know want go to where...

so keep walking look for clothes...

cause we are wearing the same dancing's shirt...

and just only two of us...

got abit look like lesbian..haha...

few so yucky...

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TIRED

after back from CP, having dance practice...

tired la...

some after event still wanna practice dance...more pro..

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ANGRY

When we practice dancing...

whalao...so many ppl angry....Me also...

Cause about the dancing leader....

dont know laa....

some 烦 of friends, love, gang gang...

anyway...today dance so many ppl veli veli  bu shuang..

and have a num that i dono sms me...

i asked who is he or she, he/she just reply me said: send me your pic first...

chiu!!! 吊高价!!!! 卖关子!!!! 好来不来偏在我心情不好寄来...

lazy reply him....

like this kind of ppl....even don know who is he or she direct wan take my pic....

NO USE de....

cause....

they will only see if you are leng lui or leng zai baru do fren with you...

NOT AFTER!!!

Hate that ppl who wan know someone is see their looks but not heart first then be friend...

it so CHEAP!!!

Sport Day 1

Today morning, we have rehearsal sport day for saturday..
after 点名, we go to camp there...
haha..red house first one go out to dance...

walao..today baru listen finish the song lo..
after dancing..we stand at camp there watching another house dancing...

but the orange house no see dao...
blue house's dance opening so beauti, yellow house forget liao..but also not bad...
then pink house...seems is the most i like...about their dance...
so fon lo...><

after that, bazaar~~~~ so many stall but not so many delicious food...
buy rm 20 de coupon...cant use finish..
waste my money onli...paksa myself use finish...

we have go to camp, but then go back to class room...
then wait till finish school..
go to city mall with Evelyn and wong li yan..
not few minutes...friend come fetch me back...

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night, go to school practice dance.
no go to church again...already 3 weeks, feel 陌生了...if back again will feel 尴尬..==
walao...dono why today the dancing leader so angry, keep scolding us...
man~ damn no mood lo...==

keep practice a part's dance..so boring and tired laa...keep redo redo redo...
nasib before back dance finish one song..

tomolo still have dance lagi..hope we can dance more better...

Red house 加油！！

Tonignt we stay back to hlp red house 搭棚 and decorate.
haha..
I with my friend drawing the cheer-lead shirt..
walao...so many shirt...><
got 80 shirts..

and the boys...go to 油漆....
haha...we sambil singing and sambil drawing the clothes and talking...xD

drawing clothes 

Stupid Adam..

 

Tired Tired And Tired

Go to school, back home, bath, go to school practice cheer-leading,back home, sleep...

This week I will very busy for practice cheer-leading dancing....
Oh my~ today just practice finish all the dance and step...
The sport day start on Thursday...

Will we win? champion is nearly!!!

RED house num 1 now...
whoa....!!!

haha..hope that we are the champion...^^

dance dance dance~~
can keep fit...haha...

this year i will join so many activity...cause this year is HONEY MOON...
everything that i was wanna do i'm gonna do it in this year..
hope have alot of memories...

the 1st memories in this year is out with my OLD friend- George...
and the 2nd is sport day..haha....xD

NOT FAIR!!

It's ENOUGH!!!! I HATE IT!!!!
Eccentric！！！ its enough！！！！
I seems like nothing to all of you...

what had i done, no one know...
when i do well..nothing happen...
when i do wrong.... man!! YOU scold me!!!!!


It's NOT fair In my life..!!!!!
I Hate it!!!!!
I hate that Im just nothing!!!!
What had i done also no use to you!!!


MAN!!!!
damn hate it!!!!!!
Everything i prepare, i do it, i tell them....
but "you" just no need to do anything!!
shit!!!!
NOT FAIR!!!!