Does he still loving me?

Today is his birthday...I have prepare somethings special to him
and some plan..

but...when i sms to him..he seems not yet sleep..
noon he just reply...he seems no mood...sms to me lcly there...

ok fine...today is his birthday..dont care it first...
but...he treat me cold...
what happen..
i dono...
this few days we almost no contact..
isn't because of that then we have no topic to say?
feel Embarrassment?? yes..maybe,but...why seems like nothing to talk with me?

His birthday hurh...
Seems like no birthday..
no invite me...
dont know him go where celebrate...what do i mean for him?
now i really dont know...
I feel I so useless to do as a girl friend...
BF's birthday....no need me...haha..that's funny right?

many friends wanna help him celebrate..
OK..I'M FINE!! LET THEM HELP YOU TO CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY!
NO NEED ME ALREADY...
I NOT ANYMORE!!!

Feel funny....
what am i for him now??
a lover?
or a toys?
or just NOTHING....

present for him...no use anymore...prepare for him...feel like wasting my time already


SAD...HURT...CRYING...
he dont know...
feel disappointed......