pain pain pain

today morning when im wake up..

whole body feel just like broken...

so pain and mao lit to move...

at school..walking also got problem alr..

so pain...walked slowly...

and 打喷嚏also feel pain...

so 夸张 right??

but it is true...

actually after school have tuition...

but i didnt go..

one of the reason is i feel so pain so i dont go

but the 2nd reason is HE

so long no talk so nice with him jor...

aiskz...

but after i back home..

he no online pun...

whole day waiting...

NO ALSO...

whole day what i do

Today morning dono why so tired...

and i keep feel sleeping...

the 1st and the 2nd period is computer...

yay...can sleep...

but...

got exam..!!!

aiskz....dreams not come true...><

and i not so know how to do..

haha...see ppl's answer...huhu~

o(≧v≦)o~~

after that...

my midnight coming...

PE lesson!!!

today have an exam too...

need to run 200m and 400m..⊙﹏⊙b汗

one things i need to say right here...

My pe is veli lanc one..

even you wan i run 100m i also tak tahan one...

and...i so loonnnggg no run jor..!!

~~~~(>_<)~~~~

after running finish 200m

whoa~~ tired...

hard to breath jor...

then is boy's turn..

whoa..they really so pro...

all run so fast one...

after boys' finished...

ta ta ta dang~~~~♫♪♬

is girl's turn...

200m!!! (⊙_⊙)

first i with my fren run so slow~

but the teacher not accept...

we had alr run 100m ler..

just left 100m lagi...

teacher say stop and he is not accept it...

so mean that...

we need to run one more time AGAIN!!

╮(╯_╰)╭

walao...that time i already no more energy to run...

till the end..

teacher call us to run again..

if no run..

NO MARKS!!!

so i been force to run to get the marks..

1st round i still can tahan..

but when the 2nd round...

i almost cant run anymore...

Im so tired!!!

seems like my body is broken...

after ran finish...

i direct sat down there...

damn hard to breath one..

goddamn one...><

after that,

the rest lesson almost is sleeping..

------------------------------------------------

actually today my mom wanna bring me to go to see doctor...

skin doctor, about my pimple?

ya...

but...the doctor is not there...

so we go to smc to take a look...

we have no any appointment...

have to do appointment lagi...==''

mao bian..so next time go there...

then at damai..

got chicken wing!! ><

so long no eat jor...

mom buy for me to eat...

yay~~~

so delicious one...

（¯﹃¯）口水

night going to church...

im teaching my STUDENT??

till i dono how to teach jor...

my piano is lanc...

i just know the basic..

then the rest, i dono alr...

so lan right?? ==

feel tuo soi of it...

i mean,

me so lanc how come got STUDENT to teach?

today i alr teach finish that what i know...

then i hvae to throw her to my partner there..

but he alr have 2 student

he so pro to playing.

but my student say she dont understand what are he teaching

==

but mayb next week..

he have 4 student??

mayb...xD

his two student plus me and my student..

after that we had practice song

the song that i ever played...

and we were practice not so well

cause it is a new song..

we need more time to practice of it...

let do our best!! =]

almost 10.30pm baru reach home...

tired laa...

then going to sleep....bb~ \(^o^)/

Are you mad about me?

Sorry about last night...Am I make you angry..??

I dono you so care of it...

That time im just kidding with you...

I can feel that last night you bu shuang liao...

cause you been scold by your mom cause me..

cause me that you keep online chatting with me..

cause me that you didnt do your homework

and I know that sure your mom angry me too..

Im sorry..

And...I dont hope that cause me then you dont study well..

and i dont wan that your mom miss-understanding about that..

I will less online..

To make you concentrate on study..

Uni is not easy to get in one..

I mean, if no money..

So..study hard yea...

Busy~

This week im so busy..><

Have alot of correction..

Practice piano...

After school direct go to tuition...

Night go to church practice song

Saturday go to learn piano...

A lots thing to do...

Im still not yet practice my piano lagi...

And friday de...><

what should i do...??

and i have a lot correction not yet done 

And last time de homeworks...

Wish me can do it finish...><

2nd Semester

New school life again~

Not again need to go to school..

Wake up early everyday..

Aiskz..

this few days take exam paper..

result not so good...

but the most highest mark is Book Keep - 85

haha..

but most worst is...

Moral -26

cause no study..

aiskz...

mao bian de la..

but nevermind..

try my best next time.

I can do it..ahahahax

DAMN SHIT THERE's BIG FAMILY

what the hell!!

already damn angry to stay at Tenom

even treat us also like nothing

no treat us as a guest

just let us 自生自灭

and you know what?!?!

there are so many gossip and so 38 man

especially those 舅母

damn shit one

keep saying ppl this that

did you think that you're so perfect one?

no, you aren't!!!!

if you are, then you have enough qualification to say us

what a damn shit bullshit family one

YOU GUYS ARE SO ANNOYING!!!

fuck off you guys!!

I hate have you this guys's cousin!!!

damn shit you!!!

You guys just nothing

I came here for a visit also let you guys say this say that

are we like came from zoo??

ever see ppl?

what the hell!!

keep saying ppl's bad one

damn angry you!!!

IM so REGRET to come here...

friends sleep together in a room cannot mea??

will die mea??

huh??

what happen with you guys?

and you know what??

三餐都恐怖，need to 抢吃.

wont 留到后背的人，自己顾自己..

damn..

at there no food eat one...

no ppl tell you and call you to eat

if you no come

we have to buy standby food to eat one lagi!!

did you ever see like this de guest need to do like that??!!

funny right?!?!

Everythings that we do kena cakap..

why are you guys so many 38 things to say??

izzit really nothing to say out??

so keep gossip ppl's things??

aiskz...is like that de la..

kampung ppl nothing to do...= =

and there's ppl no educated one...

is like that de la..

找到你了，也帮到你了

终于，在前几天 ciwa 找到了她

而且还加了她的msn..

ciwa 也跟她说了很多关于他的事

幸好她没有中招。

昨天，我找她聊天

也得知了他们分手了

因为她知道了他的事情

也知道他这个人的真面目

也跟她讲了一些关于我与ciwa的经历

她听了，也知了

不要忘了，但是你说分手的时候
他是多么的冷静，没有一点生气
他还冷静的问你说‘你要分?’
也不要忘了，诺他对你还有感觉
他一定会挽留着你

他，换女友比换衣服还要快

几乎每一任女友，都不超过3个月

诺没错的话，在要结束这一任女友之前
他，一定以找到了下一个目标
可以这么说是做好完善的计划

她，也有跟我说他的事。

我们就这样聊了起来

她也跟我们说，他这个人。

没什么体贴，小孩子样

而且还他还跟她说

他以前有几厉害，有多少个女友

怎样劈腿，怎样怎样

谁劝他什么什么等。

说真的，到现在。

他说的那句真话那句假话

很难分辨。

上次诺没错的话，

他还骗我说他有去kl找我

当时我人在kl,他就说他来了

到现在，我还是不相信

别说我对他还有感觉

也别说我对他还有爱意

答案是什么都没有

他留给我的只有讨厌

而且

我，ciwa，她

就是要找出谁

将会是

下一个

再让他去伤害其他女生

我们不容许

但我们伤害他

是无所谓

因为

他曾经对待过那么多女孩

上过那么多

玩过那么多

是时候给他一些教训

而我们3"C"

也会为我们自己的幸福加油

ciwa:恭喜你找到真爱啦~

糖果女孩:你也要加油哦~不要为了那臭男人而伤心，虽然你可能还会有些不舍，但是诺你继续与他在一起，我们真怕你会出事。

突然的感觉

今天不懂为什么，心情突然很低落。

 我到底怎么了？

我自己都不懂

发生什么事？

其实什么事都没有发生

 只是，

突然间很想哭

为什么？

可能闷着一些琐事太久了

我也不懂

大哭一场，或许会感到好吧

嗯嗯...可能吧..

好现在朋友面前哭出来

可是...

我办不到

可能是我很要面子吧

可能是我没有这个习惯想哭就哭

呵呵...

或许是吧..

应该会很惊讶吧我的朋友们？

竟然看到我那么的伤心想哭

很难想象到吧...

呵呵..

想看吗？

Herk,

做梦都没有

哈哈..

因为

没有人看过我哭

从我小学四五年级开始

没有人再见到我哭了

我不喜欢在别人面前哭

在朋友的眼里

我

可能是个很坚强的女生

是个很好玩的人

讲话没怎么经过大脑的

什么事情都蛮敢做的

很多白痴话的

很废材的

很开朗的人

但现在

想哭？

一定会很奇怪

但不用担心我

我哭完后

我会好起来的

我，还是会是我

原本那个废柴白痴无聊好玩的我

但，

请你们不要丢下我一个人

我不喜欢孤独

我不喜欢一个人

但我喜欢和大家一起

和我的朋友们在一起发癫

（先指明，不是我的朋友丢下我）

我

可能不是你们想象的那么坚强

内心里的话

多是只是埋在心里

不会说出来

不要问为什么

也不要说我是你的好朋友，怎么可以这样

因为

我也不知

伤心的时期过了

我

就会到回原来的样子

所以

担心我的朋友们

安啦~我没事...O(∩_∩)O

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Let's all girl know about your NICE attitude

Today, I saw HIS ex's blog
She writing that she finally found HIS ex's blog..

Yea..that's me..

It is me..Im HIS ex..
I hope that Im not one of HIS ex.
Know why?
cause HE will make you feel so shame of it
about?
Many things of that which is done by HIM

Yea...HE is very good !!!!!!!
very good in lying without any preparation
Cause...
HE LIED TO SOMEONE!

if i'm not guessing it wrongly...

HE lied to all of his ex...

Change gf just like changing clothes.

Man~
What kind of boy he is?

MANY KIND!

Just let me feel that don't have any good of him

Do you think am I willing to write this?
the answer is..
NOPE, I DON'T!!
cause,
YOU make me feel that unfair and angry of it!
Unfair and angry of what?!
That everything had happen with YOU and those which YOU had done for me!!

I don't know why so many girl like to stick with him

Cause his mouth is so sweet?

Or thought he's handsome?

I dont know,

but it maybe is.

I treated YOU good,

but what did I received?

A sweet Hug?
A big Bear?
A heart which love me?
NO!!! you didnt gave me ANYTHING!!!
Just A Bad NEWS of You With Other GIRL.
I was angry of that girl who was with HIM together.
YOU KNOW WHAT?
你给我戴绿帽！

He told me that is the girl who are seduce HIM

But now I know the truth.

Not the girl who seduce HIM
ITS HIM.... HE DIDNT TOLD THE GIRL THE TRUTH
so...we are victims.

SHE wrote that which YOU told her that I BREAK WITH YOU BECAUSE I HAVE THE OTHER BF
what the fish is going on!!!

I HAD COUPLE WITH ANOTHER BOY THEN SAY BREAK WITH YOU?!?!

Wanna know the truth of it???
the truth is I DONT HAVE COUPLE WITH A GUY AND BREAK WITH YOU
It'sYOU break with me without telling me!
I been throw by YOU
How a good action of it
It CANT be forgiven!
(thx for writing out to let me know, girl.)

And how this happened?
That time when I was together with him 2 months already
After I m back from KL
We didnt contact  each other
HE didnt FIND me, so do I
Argue?
No, we aren't

When YOUR birthday
you didnt call me to have a date 
JUST YOU with your friends celebrate together
I didn't say anything of it.
After 1 weeks more
YOU find me, but I didnt reply YOU

BUT the second day when i on my FB

I saw that Im in a relation-ship with GHOST!

Where is HIM?
Of course, with the other girl
Who HE said the girl which seduce HIM
GOSH..What kind of lie is this?
Still find me said that can be friend.
And said that be best friend.
LOL
what kind of BEST FRIEND
I dont even think that we can be BEST FRIEND
If can, PROVE IT TO ME!
But THE ANSWER IS NOTHING

I was going to the girl's blog have a see
Just once when she break with HIM
And also saw something that HE say that I am that KIND of girl

---PLAY GIRL---

How come!! am I one of  those girl?
Im not!

Last Month when I were in school practicing cheerlead
YOU came to my school
And ask Adam Where am I

GOSH

Fortunately I've not reached school yet

Im not angry after I knew that HE'S at my school, told by Adam
But I was telling my friend about HIS past
Im so "proud" when I talking HIS bad
HAHA

so bad right? xP

SAY AGAIN~NOT I WILLING TOO..<3

However Now
Im so curious of that how the girl found up my blog..
And which post that she saw in my blog..
haha..yea...
Im a curious baby..
so..
Tell me tell me~ ^^

To the girl:: NO NEED feel sorry to me, cause Im not hurt because of him. But one thing, maybe we can be friend cause of THAT guy who betrayed us and lied to us. It's not that  we're hurt it's because that we have the same think of it.( I think so~)

Tired of exam

Today Exam Commerce and Geography~

And yesterday night, Im just slept for 2 hours..

cause i have to memories all the Commerce Essay.

Total have 4 questions but i just memories 3 of them..

Others I didnt read of it...

So that im just know that  commerce's 3 question.

other just shoot it..xP

cause the 3 questions are 50% ><

alot right?

After exam, back to Catherine house by Rocky's car

Dono why feel so excited when sitting on teenagers' car

Maybe im sot jor..haha..

3pm we go to D' Note for a try lesson

hmm

start from next week I will continue to learn piano

Miss it alots

After that, Im going to church for practice song

So tired~

Cant handle anymore..><

 

You're Just My Friend

Maybe cause of we're playing have abit over

So make us feel seems like true or not

But it is nothing

Just friend

Maybe cause that we keep saying those seems like couple

So make us feel that

seems we like each other

But we aren't

That just nothing for me

In a relationship together

Just for fun

And make the those who want chase me 

Can give up with it

Use him?

Not, Im not

Dont think too much of it

That just kidding

Dont think too much

=]

心里的话？ + 校园生活？+ 最近事情？ = 我的日记？

我心中的疑问，终于得到了答案。

心中的害怕，已经消失了。

因为答案已经来了。

或许错误回不了点头，担任还是要往前看。

许多的事情，是需要经过许多风风雨雨才会成长。

人要往前看，不要往后看。

因为，已过了的事也会不了头

而还没过的事情，才是值得我们想。

First day of the month

It's has coming

MC DAY 1

First day of the month

It's make me feel so pain and tired

It has coming to my life

My  DAY

From start school till after school

Breakfast With friends eat together

Lunch with friends stay at class together

No lunch eat

Because

We feel not hungry

Keep fit?

NOPE

We aren't

Just No Mood to eat

考试？功课？分数？

是时候开始忙了

星期六？

有什么呢？

答案是--考试

忙着复习

忙着做功课

忙着那分数

---

这些

都是我们学生做的事

拼命的炒功课

为的是拿分

测验的时候作弊

为的也是拿分

考试来临了

该怎么办？

读书咯

嗯...

读书...

About my life?

Running as usual

How?

Just day by day

going to church serve my God

Day by day go

going to school

Day by day

doing homework

Day by day

having fun

Usually

just like that

that's my life

sometime hang out with friends

sometime have special things happen

sometime have many thing need to do

bored?

haha

maybe

but how about you?

like me?

or

DIFFERENT?

最近

胖了很许多

懒了很多

...

懒在哪呢？

在运动减肥

为什么？

可能长大了，没什么理会了

或许吧

随着时间一份一秒的过

很多事都会改变

...

但关于肥胖

我很在意

我怕肥

没有理由

你们也是不？

多数都是吧

....

肥

恐怖吧？

是时候减肥了

但

考试后吧

或

现在开始

School life?

Just same as usual

Nothing special case happen now

but it seems every day

have a nice day

yea

that's good

right?

how about tomorrow?

how about the day after tomorrow?

emm

I think

it also will have a nice day too

♥♥