Been Doubt, sad....=[

Feel so weird...I didnt do anything wrong...

Then let ppl scold...

and didnt do anything...give ppl doubt...

WTF...

what happen...I really no use your id la pls...

Use for what..i got my id need to up lvl la...

no time to open your id....

I have my school's thing need to busy...

if online play game sure on mine to play la...

If you really dont trust me then nvm la....

I dont like have a fren which doubt me...

treat me like different jor...

I dont like a friend which like this one...

If you still cant trust then change id la..

i just can advise you this..

and your game's gf...

aiskz...dono laa...

im tired to care those stuff...

aiskz...

just play a game...need to care those things...

i hope you not give me your id before...

now doubt me...

sad...

I will less play the game...

mayb..I will nt play any more..

play another game...aiskz...><

that's all which i wanna to say...

从开始到现在，才发现

原以为，只是这样的过。

开始只不过是个名词。

在一起，只是可以有进一步的认识。

名义上，让自己安心。

接受，只让自己有个伴。

永恒，我不信。

觉得很虚伪。

这只有出现在童话里，现实生活上的永恒，是没有存在的。

刚开始，只觉得你对我好我对你好就足够了。

没要求那么多，或是想要什么。

但久了，成了习惯。

习惯你的一切。

说服着自己，这一切只是习惯罢了。

出去玩耍，不想被冷落，要有个伴陪伴。

伤心的时候，有第二个知心友来了解。

慢慢的，了解你了。

原来过去的你，是那么的难以想象。

被抛弃过，被玩弄过，被戴绿帽过。

我，这样做，感到愧疚。

说声对不起。

好想保护他，让他，留下美好的回忆。

让他知道，这是世界，还有好人。

想让他感受，体会。

 除了那些不好的，还有眼前的好。

在你眼中的一切恐惧，我看到。

你害怕离开，我没法回答。

因为，给了别人希望，却没做到，是会让人感觉到从天堂直接掉到地狱里去。

那种感觉，我懂。

在与对方许下承诺之前，先想想，自己是否有把握的做到。
是否能够做到，诺没有把握，请不要乱给对方一个承诺。
这是会给人抱着一个没有把握的希望。
当发现承诺没有运行，伤心的，是对方。

没有了希望，不相信了
是你给他一个离开的礼物。

昨天的那个拥抱，只是想让你安心。

不要想那么多，不要怕。

他们是他们，不管我们的事。

她对他那样，但不代表我是这样。

你的坦白，让我感到很高兴。

但我好自私，不敢向你坦白一切。

隐瞒了一些事。

但，该说的我都说了。

该知的都知了。

我感到很生气没办法留下来。

但你了解我，也知道，谢谢你。

现在，不是外表上的名称。

而是外表和举止都是同样的名称。

一切，都不是虚假的了。

而是真实的，我陷入了。

一切都是真实的在一起。

不是名以上。

日日夜夜的联络，不想停止。

要真心对待，要诚实。

不论如何，别担心。

我不是刚开始的我那样对你了。

而是以一个，爱你的人对你。

Dairy

--08 May 2010--

Go out with friends at night....

Mei Yu wear dao so sexy lagi gong...

seems like go to clubbing...

hmm...all couple...haha...xD

actually at KKHS, but nothing to do...Long Gai~

Then wait Rako come...xD

he came so fast tuu..too miss me liao la...xP

then we're going to Lintas yamcha...

at there talking talking...Gossip...xD

almost 12am then back home...

不舍得~>< 

cause just out a while...T^T

--11 May 2010--

Pako and Mei Yu break on Sunday....aiskz...

Then today Pako want 挽回 Mei Yu...

So all KO-Family meet at beach....

haha...whoaa...

Pako and some of  KO-Family hlp him to put the 蜡烛 on the sand there...

make a shape of " I S2 YOU" 

sangat cantek gong...

and when mei yu saw it... she so touch of it...

then both of them together back jor...

and Pako seems like propose tuu...

got bought flower lagi...

then we ate at there...untill 10pm++ back home...

**that day she give rako a suprise..about lie him that she no come..

mana tahu make rako so touch untill wan cry jor...** (speechless) 

hahaha...but good also la...=]

--13 May 2010--

After school go to meet Ivy's aha...he at centre point there...

so we go there by taxi...

I called rako come with me..haha...

meet with rako again....miss rako alot...xD

then go to watch movie...cause nothing to do...

I choose the movie which name called "Nightmare"

whalao..so scary la pls...><

keep kena 吓 dao....

keep hug rako...hahaha...

hmmm...after that...go to WK drinking and talking lur...

then back with rako's car....haha...xP i saw Pako wear dao so sexy gong...xP

--15 May 2010--

Today no piano lesson...cause going to PI NONG(catherine)'s house....xD

haha...so fun tu her house...we're going to do some revision and have some fun...

First, we keep take ss photo...ahahaha....and got a hair ban which have ribbon there de...

so cute orh...keep use it to take photo..

after that, we're going to play piano..sharing la...

but at last lazy jor...last song we played is "珊瑚海" 

I play the song cord, she sang...hahaha...so fun tu..xP

after that, go sing k...in her house..

fon lea....got k box lagi...hahaha...

then sing dao tired liao...

hmm...after that, im tired jor..sleep in her room...

so pig lea...xD

then back home lur...tired but fun...=]

next time wan go to her house lagi...^^

The Boy (zai zai) and The Girl (lui lui)

Today...zai zai and lui lui meet together...

hmmm....

zai zai is waiting lui lui de answer...

zai zai was show love to lui lui...but lui lui wan zai zai waiting her answer...

then zai zai so patient wait lui lui's answer...

then the day has come..is today...

lui lui will give him answer...zai zai so excited but also worry to know the answer...

that day when zai zai and lui lui meet together...

zai zai so shy..lui lui also...

(yesterday)

zai zai and lui lui bring phone to school sms...

suddenly zai zai say he wont find lui lui anymore..cause lui lui seems treat him not so friendly...

lui lui keep play with him...but zai zai thought lui lui dont like him...

lui lui so hurt when lui lui saw his msge...then they have some quarrel...zai zai also reply the msge...

lui lui so sad and say she got feel to zai zai...and then lui lui dono how to reply already..

then lui lui's fren- mimi...hlp she reply...then zai zai know from mimi that lui lui got feel with him and zai zai also know that lui lui so hurt when zai zai said that, so zai zai say sorry to her...

-end-

then lui lui accompany titi and yoyo to exchange something...

titi call zai zai come also...then lui lui and zai zai walk together...

titi and yoyo give them some space to talk...

lui lui so shy dono how to give him answer...then suddenly lui lui think dao liao...

then zai zai and lui lui talking..suddenly luil lui go to hold zai zai's hand..

zai zai so shock of it...lui lui very shy...

then zai zai ask lui lui izzit lui lui got the answer...lui lui so shy..and said...if dont wan then dont wan lur...

and the same time lui lui take off her hand...

then zai zai know the answer already...that day zai zai so happy...

but at the same time..lui lui's friend who are chasing her know that- tutu...he know zai zai and lui lui together...

he keep kacau them...keep wanna make zai zai feel that lui lui is bad...

and got say one thing so kik lagi...tutu ask lui lui " eh, why always go out with lui lui..lui lui always bring different bf out de? " lui lui know he wan make she tuo soi..

lui luil just say nothing...smile with him...zai zai watching her..then lui lui explain to zai zai also the same time answer tutu's question said no lur...

tutu keep kacau them..zai zai and lui lui bu shuang him liao...yoyo and titi also...

before back...zai zai and lui lui say goodbye to each other....

=to be continue= xD

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