I hate THAT!!!!!

Just Back from the Kaya Street..
At home online...

R611 find me...he say that HE wanna break with me..
walao..direct bo mood..
Hope to know that well..
then i ask him how he know..

then he say he know from a friend that who HE tell..
then the friend tell him..My god..So angry...
Wanna KILL HIM...
how can be like that...
although so long no contact already..
but listen dao HE plan to break with me..
Heart still feel uncomfortable..

What happen.???!!!!
Doesn't me don't have feel with him, is not it?
Why will feel so bu shuang?
Now regret also no use anymore...

I hate you done that to me...
But i will early than you, that you want do it for me..
I hope that I can do it...

But R611 say he will confirm to me...
If that's real one...
Then I have nothing to say..

I just will say GOODBYE to HIM...
Be Friend??
Not sure can do it anot..
If HE never mind,then maybe sure can be friend..


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today is 3rd months together..
Arghh...feel NOTHING!!!
3rd months NO MEANING!!
Just like shit!!!
Nothing worth to memorial for the 3rd month...
1st and 2nd months..He never care for it...
WTH!!!
[he] is right..!!
I must listen what [he] say at the first time!!!