To Fun Fair

Night I with my family go to Fun Fair...
haha...got things play..
whoa hu....

sure have alot of fun..^^

but when i reach there...
ermm....make me disappoint...
nothing can play...
all for child..

oh man~ damn not fun to play..
all games just so simple and it so lanc...

aiskz....then just stand at there see my 2 little brother and sister play...
mom also say so lanc...haha
bored~
but, let me see dao some leng zai...haha...
not so leng la...
just their looks ok ok la...
say shuang..xD

then we go to eat supper...
actually dad say wanna go to upperstar de...
but at last no go..
aiskz...sad...

never been there...
cant believe right? haha...cause no go only...
no other reason..

New Instrument

Tonight when i go to church..wow..
something differences.

got new instruments-PIANO..
touch screen lagi gong..><
oh man~ damn beauti~
love it so much...
hope it is mine..haha..

and got extra speaker....
2 for guitar, 1 for piano...

haha...church upgrade jor...
more instrument and P.A's things...
music more nice...

love music so much~

ShoPpIng dAy~

Today i go to shopping with Alyssa, my sis and Yong....
haha...finally can wash hair ler～ cannot tahan dao 3days no wash hair...>< style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">Alyssa de hair need rebonding again~cause not straight...== FREE lagi~

after wash hair, are going to watch movie..
That Jay Chou and Ling Zhi Ling act de "The Treasure Hunter"

that movie make me got abit feel ngong ngong dono what are they talking...

Finish watch movie, we having a walk at there, then Alyssa back home...
then me and my sis and yong at there jalan2...

HE got find me, got abit spoil my mood..
==

at night back home by my k gor's car..feel so soli to him orh..
cause call him fetch us back...aiskz....but he say its ok...
he so good..T^T

haha..next time who be his gf sure veli good...
bless him find dao a gf that he like...


aiskz~money almost use finish ler..but still not yet buy all the things that i need..
school back~ sport shoes~ contact lens~and alots~
wan buy it fast..><

CHRISTMAS DAY

In the Morning,Yong And My Family go to celebrate christmas..we are going to Bukit Padang there's Restaurant to celebrated our Christmas day with whole CALVARY Church's member...At there got LJQ, YQ, JH, JY and some church member...

Almost 10am the performance start...I got sing with MY CHURCH MEMBER-LIDO'S...
after that,we got sing a song name "HAPPY DAY"...then see other church member perform,and listen pastor's speech...



Leader's Sing & English Church perform


haha...look so mature

almost 12pm...we are having our lunch..there's food not so good...haha..YONG so hungry,he keep eat eat eat..haha..we just like so many days no eat's ppl...xD 1pm we back home..


|NIGHT|

7pm we reach a place that i dont know what name, we at there having our church,ONLY LIDOS'...DINNER~ haha..so many church member there...
haha..all youth sit together...we keep take many food eat and eat so fast...haha...funny...
but most pity is YONG QUAN..haha..cause he need to play piano that night...seems not eat so much..haha...

LJQ them take some food put on his plate wait him back to eat...haha....we so good right...xD
Me and LJQ keep SS take pic..haha...seems like long time no take pic together...






mii not so leng ..><


^^^^^^ ^^^^^^
Mi Looks fat Qii looks leng




Mii & Qii

then 9pm we back home~Finish to enjoy my Christmas day~

haha..

ReBoNdInG DaY~

Today Morning 7.30am out with mummy to k.k...
Wow...so early lea...haha..wanna go to REBONDING with Alyssa and Yong..
cause no car out, so need out so early..
Mummy put Me and My sis near CP...
we ate there..^^

+|9.15am|+
then we go to CP inside there...less ppl inside there...also can say almost no ppl...
then we wait at 5th floor there... xD

+|10.00am|+
we go to CP cc there play online game for wasting our time....
almost 12.00pm, Alyssa and Yong come already...

then i go with Alyssa to G-Cut there reBonding..
haha..leng zai hlp me rebonding orh..xD like NIPPON's bOy..^-^
sis and Yong just go and cut theie hair only, then they go having their shop.^^
almost 6pm we just finish the rebonding..
haha...

new hair~but seems look not so good..>< TIRED~
Just rebonding~ seems like nothing and looks so childish ==

ShppiNg dAy~

YEAH~~

Today go to shopping with Alyssa..^^
we go to find saloon for rebonding...but the most cheap is at G-Cut..
Only rm 80....whoa...so nice's price...^^

haha..after that..we go to watch movie..

"AVATAR"

nice movie~i love the character so much ♥♥♥♥♥~

and it feel so real one...although so many 3D..just like real only..wont feel like 3D..^^

haha..after watch movie then we back home~

Foh Shang Yuen Performace

Today 5pm we went to Foh Shang Yuan meet...having some performance at there....
Wow~ feel excited..but scare play miss..><
at there we testing the instrument and the mic..
till 6pm ++ sin start...
so many ppl there..><

then we sang the christmas song for the opening before start...
after that we finish...seeing from other church's performance..
Got Heritage's performance dance...one is hip hop and the other one is la la dui de...
haha..

after that is our turn...we perform some song...live de..^^
one is "Happy Day" and the other song is "Shining Light"

that song name "Shining Light" i got miss a part...oh man....so scare orh...><
when training no miss liao why that day will miss..><
maybe too scare ler...

then is our pastor turn to having a speech...
^^ she is white ppl...so many thought maybe she will talk english..
but the answer is NO...she talking chinese...many ppl were shock...haha...feel so
funny..^^

after that got a singer who name call "Ivan"
wow~ he sing so great..although all is old song..^^
haha..and the action so cute too..^o^

till the end..he got sing with us..but just a while...
then whole ppl who got perform go up there to sing "Merry Christmas" and "Joy To The World"together then BB..haha....

then we play a while some song then finish our job..^^

thx LORD that day no raining..^^
and let us can serve you...And GOD pls let our Band can serve you forever and ever..^^
and we want Humble...^^

ShoPpIng dAy~

Yes!! Today mommy bring me and LST to Wisma buy clothes...
hahaha...
she gave us each rm200 to buy clothes...
first we just walked and looking only...
then i saw my friend Rocky who work at there...haha...have a talk with him..^^
then we go to buy some food food to eat...
then meet dao my school de friend and my classmate...Michelle and Chen Jia Min
we walk together and buy things together...
haha...have a lot of fun..
then 5pm++...they go back already..
Me and my sis continue to shop..

Oh man~ not so many leng leng de clothes lea...just buy dao some...but not the most like one...
And good is about got discount..haha...

love discount so much...muackzz...♥♥

after that we meet mommy...and almost 8pm...
we go to Kaya Street eating...
Feel so full...so eat not so much...
after that we back home at 9.30...
Online~~~~ ^^
then night night
♥♥♥♥

BITCH AND DOG!! BETRAY!! GO AWAY!!!!

today i feel so angry....hope write finish can feel better...shit..damn bu shuang now!!

Fuck!!
Don't know why see Dog and Bitch take pic together...direct feel very angry!!!
what the hell...

that bitch!!! she steal HIM...
although i not care already..but i hate her!!!!
狗男鸡女！！！both of you together is the most match!!!

fuck!!! better go far away from me!!!!
CHICKEN!!! you better go to die la!!! steal him!! you tot who you are....
fuck!!!

抢人家的还在那里炫耀，去死啦你！自己是外人还死命参进来！！

很气恨气恨气啊！！！！！！ ><
为什么给我遇上这种人！！
我很讨厌！！
背板者！！世上最讨厌的！！！！

真够xXxXxXxXxX!!!!!!!!!!!
幸亏没有了，结束了。

车大炮的人！！！说道好像真的...pei!!!!
去死掉他啦....

好气哦。。既然还公布出来。不知“羞”是怎么写吗？！？！？！
真是很xXxXxXxXxX！！！！！！！

SINGLE LIFE ALREADY...xD

Haiz.. at last also slow than him...but nvm la...the answer also is break...so just let it be lo...
SINGLE LIFE IS COME ALREADY~

TODAY---17 OF December 2009
××BREAK××
WOW....no control..no need scare this scare that..haha..GREAT!!
No need to worry about someone angry or someone dont like or need to prepare things..

YES!!! SINGLE!!

but the one I hate is YOU did it like that!!!
SHIT!!! DONT LIKE YOU TO DO THAT FOR ME!!

Leader is right..this ppl ar...aiskz...
NO USE!!
haha...

Feel FREE~~~~ (^0^)~~~~

Congraz to me my friend!!!

UEC Result OUT!!

OMG OMG OMG...

UEC RESULT OUT ALREADY!!!
Oh man..my result very worst one..><
How orh how orh...
I scare only my result like that lan c..

So sucks man...><
NO A..
and of course no de la...
so hard lea....
wanna get A..
or you are pro students if not hard to get A...

almost forget my candidates' index no..
Nasib still got the exam paper...haha...
finally can see my result...

oh man...not good ba my result..><

I hate THAT!!!!!

Just Back from the Kaya Street..
At home online...

R611 find me...he say that HE wanna break with me..
walao..direct bo mood..
Hope to know that well..
then i ask him how he know..

then he say he know from a friend that who HE tell..
then the friend tell him..My god..So angry...
Wanna KILL HIM...
how can be like that...
although so long no contact already..
but listen dao HE plan to break with me..
Heart still feel uncomfortable..

What happen.???!!!!
Doesn't me don't have feel with him, is not it?
Why will feel so bu shuang?
Now regret also no use anymore...

I hate you done that to me...
But i will early than you, that you want do it for me..
I hope that I can do it...

But R611 say he will confirm to me...
If that's real one...
Then I have nothing to say..

I just will say GOODBYE to HIM...
Be Friend??
Not sure can do it anot..
If HE never mind,then maybe sure can be friend..


*********
today is 3rd months together..
Arghh...feel NOTHING!!!
3rd months NO MEANING!!
Just like shit!!!
Nothing worth to memorial for the 3rd month...
1st and 2nd months..He never care for it...
WTH!!!
[he] is right..!!
I must listen what [he] say at the first time!!!

Christmas Performance at Kaya Street

Today got a performance at Kaya Street there..
Walao...wear so formal..me look like work already..
After sing we go to jalan jalan at there...so many things to sell gong..
haha...
so hungry..whole day no eat...so we eat nasi ayam at there...
then almost till the end already..then we wait our leader fetch us back...

at the time..we sit at there for nothing...
so boring...
suddenly a digi sell-girl come and say wat challenge with her friend for take my num..
My god..been shock la of course..but no give also..just talk with the sell-girl..
then she go liao..

after a while...leader come...then back home...

ONLINE-ONLINE-ONLINE...

then SLEEP..

Churching Day

Today morning so tired~ 7am wake up..last night 2am sleep..zZz
at church keep feel sleepy..
Go to morning church to serve God..

It also is HIS church..
But today I didn't saw him...As I knew it will happen..
But feel nothing...If i meet him at church today morning..
What will he respond? hehe..hope to know that..

Today also MC day2..tired..

After morning church back home direct go to have a sleep..
then night go to my church serve God again..

Now already midnight...I cant sleep...dono why..

I Want to Know What Love Is

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when I'm colder

In my life
There's been heartache and pain
I don't know
If I can face it again
Can't stop now
I've traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I want to know what love is
I want you to show me
I want to feel what love is
I know you can show me

Gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
I've got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love's finally found me

In my life
There's been heartache and pain
I don't know
If I can face it again
Can't stop now
I've traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I want to know what love is
I want you to show me
I want to feel what love is
I know you can show me

Show me
I want to know

I want to know what love is
I want you to show me
I want to feel what love is
I know you can show me

Oh, let's talk about love


By: Mariah Carey

MC DAY~ ughh...

walao...today MC...tired~
whole body feel pain la...><
cant play so over..
oh man...take my life like that..
stay at home..doing nothing..

later need go to church practice song again..
night dono will go where....
hope got go out..or go to beach a while...
i like the sea....xD

I Want to Know What Love Is!

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when I'm colder

In my life
There's been heartache and pain
I don't know
If I can face it again
Can't stop now
I've traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I want to know what love is
I want you to show me
I want to feel what love is
I know you can show me

Gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
I've got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love's finally found me

In my life
There's been heartache and pain
I don't know
If I can face it again
Can't stop now
I've traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I want to know what love is
I want you to show me
I want to feel what love is
I know you can show me

Show me
I want to know

I want to know what love is
I want you to show me
I want to feel what love is
I know you can show me

Oh, let's talk about love

Shopping Day and YAM CHA~

Wow...so long no go to 1B shopping ler...
I with LJQ, LST and TPW..
Go ther by TPW's mother car..
First time saw her mom...xD

we just have a walk at there..
accompany TPW buy clothes..
At there I buy some make up and some earing..haha..

On 2.45pm
TPW go back to find her mother..
Then just left Me, LST, LJQ and LJQ's BF..
haha..we going to the cinema watch "FENG WAN"
dono what the movie name called already..xD
Feel boring la..
all use computer de..
and so fake..
but LST say nice...==

after shopping finish..
LJQ back to my house a while then she back..
at night...we go to yam cha with LST's friends..
haha..so funny orh them...
got Yao Yao, one is far's cousin, Ah Tey, Yong, Tian Long and 2 guys i dono wat their name..

LOL..I with Yao Yao them talking talking..they are so funny..
and that night..
first time i drink alcohol..but just a little % la..
walao...just a tin..got abit feel drunk like that..
so weak la..xD

after that..almost 10pm..
back home online..
walao...DAMN tired de...
let LST play computer then i sleep...

Boring day!

BORED BORED BORED~ ><
SO BORED AT HOME.
Go shopping also same boring...

Nothing to go and no way to go...
Where does my friends go? I didn't saw them...
Mmmmm~ i wanna work...but it's too late...

Wanna organize some activities!!!
A trip~ Go to Galau Brunei, Mellisong, and somewhere..
have 2 days 1 night...haha....
but now finding friends and car to go..
who want join??
TT

so sienz laaaa.....><
just online online and online...
Help me~~
now i more prefer at school...
miss my school life~

You don't know that I am missing you

At night...I'm just alone stay at home watching tv..without YOU..
Almost 8pm go out with my sister and his bf with his friends eating...
They were very happy to talk all about it..
Only me..silent at there...all my mine is thinking about you..

Walking back from the restaurant to the playground...
I keep looking to the phone..
I hope that you will send a msge to me...
Even just a short message..
But..I receive nothing...
Every time when i receipt of a message, and I very much hope that it will be you.
But it's not yours, again and again hope that is you, again and again disappointed..
Keep waiting for you...

At night,YOU go out celebrate with your friends happily...WITHOUT me...
YOU didn't invite me...I cant believe that...As your gf....YOU DIDN'T...
With all your friends..boys and girls....talking happy, playing fun , drinking, eating, dancing with them..ALL WITHOUT ME.

YOU don't know that..today...ALL FRIENDS INVITE ME GO OUT...I didn't go..
Cause I waiting YOU...but at last what am I receive? NOTHING..
Before your birthday coming..I so nervous of your birthday..I keep ask friend what should I do for your birthday..

But the day is coming....
TODAY IS YOUR BIRTHDAY...
All I prepares things...
Even a surprise, that i had plan..
hmm...no use....
all waste...

SAD, HURT, MANY....
NO MOOD ANYMORE....



see this angry? it just a vent..if not? what can i do?
telling ppl? NO WAY!

Does he still loving me?

Today is his birthday...I have prepare somethings special to him
and some plan..

but...when i sms to him..he seems not yet sleep..
noon he just reply...he seems no mood...sms to me lcly there...

ok fine...today is his birthday..dont care it first...
but...he treat me cold...
what happen..
i dono...
this few days we almost no contact..
isn't because of that then we have no topic to say?
feel Embarrassment?? yes..maybe,but...why seems like nothing to talk with me?

His birthday hurh...
Seems like no birthday..
no invite me...
dont know him go where celebrate...what do i mean for him?
now i really dont know...
I feel I so useless to do as a girl friend...
BF's birthday....no need me...haha..that's funny right?

many friends wanna help him celebrate..
OK..I'M FINE!! LET THEM HELP YOU TO CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY!
NO NEED ME ALREADY...
I NOT ANYMORE!!!

Feel funny....
what am i for him now??
a lover?
or a toys?
or just NOTHING....

present for him...no use anymore...prepare for him...feel like wasting my time already


SAD...HURT...CRYING...
he dont know...
feel disappointed......