Saturday, April 17, 2010

My Birthday ^^

Today is my birthday...wuhuuuu...xD
so happy lea...
hmm....morning when i reach school...
so many ppl wish me happy birthday...
and dono what period already..
almost whole class sang birthday song to me...
haha...make dono what should i do already...^^

Noon...our school have class choir competition...
need to back school at 2pm..
so after school we go to shopping to waste our time..
actually we ( alysar, wong li yan, evelyn yew, bong, ivy, catherine) were planning go to sing k de...
but Ivy wanna meet her bf...
so we accompany her to there...
we reached there almost 1pm..
after that...my sis and Ko-family also got there...
so i go to meet with them for a while...
haha..that rizal (ko-family's member) so silent when he saw me...
so shy pun tu...
and that yong (ko-family's member, also is my sis's bf)..look like so hai...xD
then we go to eat...almost 2pm ler...
but Ivy's bf seems bad mood,so need late abit baru back..
then i accompany her..others back by taxi..
then 2.30pm, I and Ivy go to Karamunsing to take my present ( bear bear ) then back to school
whalao...that time whole class already back laa...just left both of us...
feel so tuo soi orh...>< then we direct fast fast clean our things then go to practice the song...
raining day, make us feel more 紧张...and so noisy lagi tu..
and can listen dao so many class practice singing pun...
some class sing not bad...
after finish singing...
back home...that time already 5pm ++...
fetch Ivy back home...^^

then night...hoho....prepare go to watch dancing performance...
yer....got abit feel scary laa..
cause....got 追求者 ( ko-family's member lagi) go too....><
at there meet them (Ko-Family) lur..
with some of my classmate (catherine, evelyn yew,rocky)...haha...
after that...
bad things come...
i saw him...that bastard...
= = direct spoil my mood...
then all also know him...
they direct diam diam there...
know i hate him ma...
then i dont wan see him
find a place to sit...and call ppl 挡住,
dont want see him



when the dancing performance had start, got abit make me disappointed orh...
cause seems not so good one...Catherine was tell me that it is nice last year...
but this year not nice one..dance seems no makan de...
and at our back got some " xiao zha bo" keep scream...
make Rizal and Errol (Ko-family's member) direct move to front together with same speed...
ahahhahaha....they looks so cute and funny la...make me gonna cubit them...x3



hmm...that day i receive dao so many gift...but make me surprise is got ang pao get lur..
haha..those Ko-family which no buy present for me de gave me ang pao...xD

when we watching the dancing performance..
seems got some of them feel boring...aiskz...sad laa...
then I suggest wanna out...
they just say up to me...
then i bring them out lur...
waiting car come...
but that time...sis and yong quarrel...
so shit de baa...ishhh....
make me bo mood also...no sit the same car with them...

after we reach the beach...
haha...so many ppl pun...
that time mood ok liao...^^
then we go there eat lur.... shao fan ( ko-family. also wan chase me de k di = =) sit beside me.
from the performance start till now keep go with me...
got abit annoying la... = = 
but my sis call me sit with them ( the table so big ma, then i sit so far with them )
then i go to sit with them lur...then beside me is Rizal...

after eating, we go to 沙滩...
wha....so big la the wind...
and feel so 舒服...xD
then we keep playing at there lur...
that time, all is ko-family's member...
emm..got 3 couple...one is my sis and Yong, another is Rizuan (Rizal's brother) and Mei Yi, and last is Ching Ching and Kevin...^^

we take off our shoes, and walking around there...
some boys go to play water lur...
haha...i with ching ching dance ball room dance at there..
so many ppl look around us...
feel so tuo soi but fun...
cause no body know us pun..xD
after that my sis hlp boy take pic..
then suddenly one of them say seems saw something inside the water...
then all of us look to each other...
silent for 2 seconds, then all shout together and run...
haha...that time so many ppl looking at us....
then we ask what he saw...then mana tahu he said...
" I saw fish" 
chiu...all of us zha dao...xD

then continue take pic....
that Yong and Rizal dono why go to veli dark's place sitting there...
we didnt care them, continue playing...
suddenly dono why la...
they run back...we thought nothing happen..
but Rizal said he saw ghost...
direct all of us been shock and asked lur...
then Yong and Rizal not so believe..
go there 2nd time...and back...
they said it's real...
whoalao...if you at there that time...you really will afraid...

then all of us stop playing...and talking about that...
suddenly all of them wanna go to see...
but i didnt, so Ching Ching, Kevin, and Acko stay to accompany me lur...

after they back...some of them said got saw it...but all girls..didnt saw it...
but dono it's real anot....
then almost 12am...
back home...haha...have alot of fun...^^ 

-sweet 17-

is coming...xD

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

美好的一天?

很多事情的发生,也因为学业和教堂施工而少上线
而也很少在这与你聊天
或许是因为时间的关系我们便冷淡了..
对我们来说或许是好事吧
尴尬的气氛,应该会没有了吧

若是属于我的,想走都走不了;不属于我的一切,想抓,也抓不到

这是事实,没有缘分
你的他还在等你
我的他,也正在等着我的出现
而我也等着属于我的地到来
我们完了
什么意思?
it's GAME OVER
可能吧
很明显的
我可以感觉得到
你放弃了
我呢? 要继续吗?
可能不会那么厚脸皮
很明显,你说的放弃是我
我也不会死缠烂打的粘着你的
回到原点,是应该的

-------------------------------------------------
今天去看医生,皮肤科
因为我的皮肤感觉很想很敏感
所以去看了
证明着我的皮肤是敏感肌肤
所以呢
不可以乱用东西
现在,scrubs, mask, toner
都不能够用

  痛苦  
但没办法啊
我的肌肤不适合
而且
还不能够晒太阳
我的天啊
我又不是那种白肌肤不能晒
我的肤色满黑的
不能晒?
也好,但是若我一直这样挡太阳
未免也太千金了啦
而且,我又不白
人家可能会觉得我黑人耍千金
哈哈
这样都想得到,
很有创意吧
(paiseh..自恋的我又开始自恋了..xD)
而且下个月还要去从诊
而且,那个医生整容过了
他的脸...
让我感到有点像巫婆
真的
没骗你们 ><
加上她的动作
头部的移动,很恐怖。。。@@
怕怕....

我一直看着他,他的脸,眼睛...
噢...不敢想了
等下晚上睡不着就完了
但他的人好好啦
我想看了解全部当不敢问,
怕爸爸觉得我一直乱拿药
因为想要看豆豆,
怕爸爸觉得我很小姐样
一点事都要看医生
我没问
但医生自然的说出来了
而且还给我药
爱死你了~医生 ^o^


但是见到他,我还是有点怕...
但为了自己,就牺牲下吧...^^

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Birthday Coming Soon!!!

Next Saturday is my birthday..
17 of April

I still dont know how to celebrate it...
I have no idea with it...
Go to shopping?
emm...every day can shop one...
Go to eat?
Mayb gua.

But..unlucky
that day after school
our school have a class choir competition
Dont know till what time finish one..><
and that day 2pm need to learn piano...
For me, night still ok
cause I am going with some of my friends to go to see performance
But after that,
where should we go??
I dont wan my birthday just pass like this..
I wanna make some happy memories that i ever had in my birthday...
But 16 years alr...
16 years...
No one make me have a very very good memories one...
Onli when Im still kids...
Mom open the birthday party for me...

I dont have celebrate birthday since Im in secondary school..
Cause I dont know how to celebrate.
Dont know celebrate with who...
Bf? Friends? Open party? or what else?
but this year...i need to plan it..
but i still have no idea...

when January i have plan alot...
but all cannot...
need alot bu-jet...
and very unluckly
this year of my birthday have alot things to do at the same day...

How should I do?
Go with friends? or stay at home...

到底怎么了?

朋友有难,我帮她
朋友有苦说不出,我陪他
朋友有难处想帮忙,但...
不知为何,我好像什么都帮不上..

我变了.
是的,我变了...
我不会像以前一样有很多方法来帮着朋友,
我不像以前那样会安慰人
但我想帮忙却什么法子都想不出
反而只会说出很多很直接的话语
我不懂怎么了
是好是坏呢?
两者都是..

--------------------------------------------------------------------

好久没有on msn 了...
今天上线,看见了你。
但,你让我感觉你变了..
不再是前一阵子我所认识的
看见你的DP放着与其他女生的照片
而且好像情侣
到底是不是跟她在一起了?

看到你跟她的照片,
我吃醋了??
有点不是滋味...
现在难道是我自作多情吗?
可能哦...
因为很多事都会改变
再加上我们有距离
就算是要在一起
也是有点困难的见面

我该退出了吗?
之前你说的话,
现在还是一样吗?
之前你答应的,
你会做吗?

我们两都不想开始这段感情
因为我们都有个人原因
你说你怕,不相信我
我能理解
你才刚结束一段在一起很久的恋情
是很难接受到新的
而我的原因是
我,不相信自己能对你很久
也不相信现在所谓的恋爱,情侣
更不相信什么在一起长长久久
因为这是不可能的

''现在还是学生
谈恋爱,可以是可以
但一定会分手的
有哪个可以在一起到结婚呢?
我看50个里只有一两个吧....''
这是老师告诉我们的,我觉得很有道理..

没有心谈恋爱,更没有你又要去谈恋爱
我在寻找着我心中的答案,
我到底是怎么了?
自从那件事之后,
我不一样了
也成熟
不会想开始恋情...

答案...
我说寻找的答案...
到底...
几时才找到呢?

Saturday, April 3, 2010

收书钱

收ekonomi 的书钱...
老师叫的...
mao bian...就收咯...
幸亏有Catherine帮忙...
因为有些是分组的...
而我收的是单人的...
当他收到的钱是给我的啦...
然后我就keep 住...
好多钱哦....$-$

Good Friday

Actually today wanna celebrate Candy's birthday..
But i cant go...
Cause today also is Pastor Thomas's birthday...
My parents call me to go...
So i go to Pastor's birthday...

There with all my church's frenz...
Looking them playing wii...
Looks so fun..
After that eating...Gossip...
Then suddenly got an idea about...
Go to cp...
After sing finished birthday song...
Dad fetch me and my sis go to cp...
With KO-Family~~~

Use alot money...
To buy..
The things that i need...
Loreal's lumit oil 2..
Contact lens...
Already use ler RM70
Plus watching movie with them..
RM5

Go to 兴旺 drink...
That drink actuall is RM7,
I gave them RM10
No money give back one...
亏本...= =''
Dono count money also...
I dont like this one...

After that... keep long gai there...
Then till the time baru go to watch movie...
EHhh...
My dad also have watch the same movie with us..
But he didnt tell me one...aiskz....
If not i can save my money..haha..x3

After that...
Back with my dad...
Yong and Ching Ching back with us...
My dad bring us to eat dinner...
And eat the 鳄鱼肉...
haha...
They seems scare one..
Me and my sis lie them that are chicken lai de...
And take one to them...
They seems dont believe..
Then ask my dad...
My dad also say is chicken lai de...

Then they trust and eat.
after that...
I tell them the truth...
they eyes open so BIG one...
haha..so funny..
especially is Yong...
hahahhaah...xDDD

Thursday, April 1, 2010

我不爱他,对我来说他简直就是我的噩梦


当我听到你跟我说他还爱我,我很怀疑...
因为他是play boy! 玩弄女生的人。
当初跟他在一起,完全不知他真正的为人是怎样
跟他在一起后,分手后,才晓得,
他是个play boy,而且很让人反感..

我讨厌他的一切
讨厌他对我的一切
诺可以,我真希望当初没有选择接受他。
我也希望你可以从我的记忆力抹去
好让我不要再有那种回忆
让人感到反感的回忆

我恨他不是因为我还爱他
我很他是因为某些理由
不要觉得我爱他
我不爱他
连喜欢都没有!!!

你说他还爱我,为什么?
你说你昨天找他聊天,他就跟你说。
你为什么找他呢?
他说对不起有用吗?
没用!
他英俊又怎样?
但对我来说他根本不英俊!

英俊又怎样?
很高又怎样?
人格不好,不论长什么样都一样!
问那么多,不是因为我还喜欢他
我只是好奇。

在msn的pm写
:失望的等待,你变心了?
不是给他的!
不要一直以为我是写给他,不是
完全不是

他是我的噩梦!
我不想再提到他了 ,我好希望他不要再出现在我面前了
我希望,这是我最后一次提到他
与他的一切事...

要忘掉过去,继续过我的生活..


Im fat !!!

Today morning when teacher teaching...
xiao-U keep playing my hand
she always either play my hand cubit xia(not pain de la) 
or keep kucik me after she sit beside me

but today..she suddenly said to me
:'' yer~你的手肥了..."
ahhhh~~~~
i know that im fat...
but wont till fat dao ppl also can rasa dao one...
she rasa dao i fat liao!! ><
ahhh~~~~
how how how how???
T^T
i dont want be fat girl
i need to keep fit jorr....

but my fren say im not fat...
i feel i am...><
/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~

but i know im lazy jor...
and this few weeks lazy care of my looks lagi..
feel like so hai at school...
(╯﹏╰)b

i need to be i am who i was!!!
and keep fit...
make me thin...><