We talk already

Today midnight...i mean...also can say is yesterday midnight...
1am++
He nudge me in msn, i shock...
(at 11pm i got send "hi" to him when i saw him online, dont know why)

first, we seems like dont know want to say what..
so he say.."single again"
"yupz", i said to him...
then he ask why, i tell him been betray...

we talk so cold...but when he got talk about past...
all i were with him's memories out in my mind...
then we talk alot...
say some about our past...
He still remember "cute cute" meaning...i almost forget all about it..
not dare to rethink that...

everythings he remember..almost all...
then we got use webcam..hmm..actually can say,only i open my webcam..
feel so weird...first i dont wan de...
he so patient to keep calling me open it..
then at last i open it,but didnt let he see me,cause something then i let him see...

change alot, yea...reali change alot...
so we continue talk..
he said he feel soli to me, that time i just touch my eyes..
he tot i cry...
nope...i'm not...

he still care me, just as a friend. He is the best guy that i ever meet...
now, he looks like my brother...
27 of dec, he have a small accident, he told me...
i shock, then ask how are he, he say fine...

we still got talk some fun...
and...we wont just like a stranger again...
we are friend already, a real friend...

almost 2.30am..
we off to stop msn..going sleeping..

on the bed...all about with him's past memories all come out...
i cant sleep, feel wan cry? nope, i dont..just feel abit sad...
all is past, cant back..
wanna in a relationship again? nope, i dont want..
just...all is past...

*He is...GavinFZY*

cant back anymore....
for your love...no more...all just a memory for me..
all your things, i feel good..
all you have done for me, i were happy..
now....dont think too much la...haha..

just friend...forever..=]