I hurt

Only one things,it make me Trouble.
About love..
It's sweet,It's hurt,It's happy
and many many...

Because of the love..
I dont trust in love again..
not about family's love.
Is about my lover..

3 words to describe.
Scare,Hurt,Eager of it.

What am I scare for?
About the lover.
I scare I will lost him
I scare I he dont like me..

Then,What am I afraid of?
I afraid of him to say breaking up.
I afraid he betrayal to me..

How about the desire of it?
Eager to come for love...

My heart is closing
I dont want anyone else to enter in.
It is because,
My heart in hurt..

I dont believe it anymore.
Till the LORD send him to me..